Looking for…
November 25, 2019I’m looking for myself? Have you seen me? I have strawberry blond hair, brown hazel ish eyes, thin but sturdy, and I’m usually wearing a hat. Not a winter toque, a Carmen Sandiego brimmed hat. I have a sensitivity to the sun; meaning I shouldn’t be in direct sunlight else I’ll burn, but I need to be in direct sunlight else I’ll churn blue. Blue the mood, not the colour. Although sometimes my lips do turn blue as I get cold very easily. I’m anemic and far from bulimic. I love good food, nice quality stuff but not too much stuff. Organization and cleaning before any act of productivity. I’m still wondering if I’m introverted or extroverted so I’ve temporarily settled with being an extroverted introvert (or was it the other way around?). Sometimes I give up on punctuation and sentence structure. It’s part of my mind wandering with so many ideas and thoughts the stream of consciousness takes over and I’d rather get it down then worry about the rules. Sort of a metaphor for my life. Rigidity and mundane problems, issues, and day-to-day – I prefer to run from. Visuals, impromptu opportunities, possibilities, and imagination I gravitate towards. I seem to be searching for myself. I’ll use this platform as a remote to find what I’m looking for. Perhaps through the people I meet, the exploration on my feet, or the acute messages while I yoga and meditate or eat. Feel free to change the channel, or join in on this Lauren Exploren “Discovery Channel” - my own channel to finding what I’m looking for.
